Hope Deferred

Hope deferred makes the heart sick, but when the desire comes, it is a tree of life. Proverbs 13:12 (NKJV)

I am a procrastinator. Occasionally I will surprise myself and work ahead on a project, but usually don't finish until the last minute. We (my fellow procrastinators) know the sick feeling when time is running out and we find ourselves in a crisis to complete our task. I have overcome in some instances; I have learned there are some things that must be finished ahead of time, such as Bible study lessons, formal dress alterations, packing for vacation...I can only name a few.

'Hope deferred' what does this mean? Deferred was my first word to tackle. Procrastinate, as well as delay, held up, and postponed were some synonyms. To suspend or withhold for a certain time or event, and to decide to do something later with intent to resume in the future, were two definitions.

Hope has so many facets of meaning. From a physical perspective, hope can be expectant, cheerful, trusting, and eager. Spiritually, it is knowing the promises of God, growing as we learn God's will, and anticipation of seeing Him face to face for eternity!

When we combine and apply the synonyms and definitions of those two words, the results are clear when we defer hope. Our passionate desires are delayed. Good intentions turn into lost opportunities. Postponing our quiet time with God, delaying a conversation with a lost friend, quenching the Spirit of God, or avoiding accountability will cause our hearts to become weak. We spend less time with God, discontentment settles in, life becomes more difficult and joy and peace are gone, leaving us with a sick heart.

'But when desire comes' is the beginning of hope. We have to choose every day what we will desire. The excitement of discovering a new promise in God's Word, the blessing in helping someone in need, obeying God at all times, sharing our struggles with a friend, or praising God for every breath to serve Him more, are lasting experiences and meaningful passions.

The ultimate fulfillment of our desires is a tree of life. In Genesis the tree of life depicts victory over death. We can conquer sin through obedience to Christ! Proverbs 11:30 says "The fruit of the righteous is a tree of life." When we accomplish our goals, a foundation for growth is established and we will produce good fruit.

It is amazing how such a little verse can hold so much meaning and promise. May God find us faithful to His calling and help us to avoid hope deferred!

Lord, help us to live for You every moment and to never defer our hope. Thank you for Your instruction and for providing a tree of life to uphold us.

Janet Stutzman