Ticker Tape Moments

Happy are the people who know how to praise you. Lord, let them live in the light of your presence. Psalm 89:15 (NCV)

One thing I love about Ohio is the seasonal changes. I love the snow in winter, the new green growth on the trees in the spring, warmth and sunshine in summer, and the beautiful colors of fall.

Strangely, fall is the season that triggers deep thoughts and deliberations about my life. My mind is like ticker tape right now; so many random thoughts. Have I seen spiritual growth in my life this last year? I still struggle with my lifelong problem of poor time management. My friend Beth made me feel better by calling it EDD (Easily Distracted Disorder). Maybe this coming year will be the first year I read through the Bible. Ten years ago my marriage hit rock bottom. Am I guarding my heart and nurturing our relationship? My adult children are moving on in their lives and facing choices and changes. Have I let go? How much instruction do I give them? Have I said "no" lately? Our parents are getting older and many adjustments are on the horizon. What will happen in the next year? Do I really trust God? I know so many people who need encouragement. Have I called them? Have I shared the gospel with anyone lately? I find myself constantly talking to God. I am either asking Him a question, begging Him for forgiveness or mercy, or thanking Him for His daily blessings.

When I read Psalm 89: 11-14, it sparked that familiar feeling. David hopped from one thought to the next. The skies and the earth belong to you. You made the world and everything in it. You created the north and the south. Mount Tabor and Mount Hermon sing for joy at your name. Your arm has great power. Your hand is strong; your right hand is lifted up. Your kingdom is built on what is right and fair. Love and truth are in all you do.

The God who created everything, designed the seasons and effortlessly orchestrates the world is also the God who is my strength and protection. He is my direction. In Him there is no confusion. Everywhere I look I see His creation, and joy and peace pours into my mind and soul. No problem is greater than my God. I can trust Him completely. When I hear His name I must remember to sing for joy. There is no other being more strong and powerful than my God. He is right and fair, full of love and truth.

I have decided to interrupt my confusing ticker tape moments with these highlights of praise. All of those thoughts in my mind are real, but I do not want them to dominate my mind and heart. I want to praise God and live in the light of His presence.

Lord, we want to praise you. When we are feeling overwhelmed and confused, help us to picture your mighty hand in our lives and trust You in every situation.

Janet Stutzman