Christmas Secrets

In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. John 1:1 (NIV)

I love the anticipation of Christmas. As a child, it was tortuous to see the presents under the tree and have to wait to find out what those packages held. As an adult, I enjoy purchasing gifts for my family and watching them try to figure out what is in them. My six-year-old tries so hard to open them prematurely. Just last night, my daughter said that she decided she wants to celebrate Christmas early. I, of course, said no. Part of the fun is making her wait! My husband also made a statement that if the book he wants isn't under the tree, it will be our first purchase after Christmas. I just smiled, knowing exactly when he'll receive it. I want so badly to say, "It's coming! Don't worry, you'll get what you want," but I have to hold it in.

Through my human understanding, I can only imagine the anticipation God had as He waited for the right time to present the greatest Christmas present ever. All those years cataloged in the Old Testament, when the people were in so great need of a Savior. I can't picture waiting to give such a gift. I would have caved in, but then, I am not God (and for good reason!). The planning and prophecy that went into building up anticipation until the moment was pregnant (no pun intended) with the need for someone, anyone, even with a lowly birth like Jesus', to come and save a world so lost with desperation. The people wanted a king, someone mighty and powerful, but God chose to give them what they needed instead, someone who embodied humble humanity, but no less the power to save mankind.

Sometimes we don't get what we want at Christmas. Sometimes we are disappointed. All the excitement and preparation for a holiday that is as fleeting as any other day of the year. Sometimes we get what we need instead of what we want. God knew to give us what we needed instead of what we wanted when He sent Jesus to this earth. He had planned it along, steeped it in grace and love, and it turned out to be the greatest gift He could possibly give.

God, thank you for sending Your Son to save us. Thank you for giving us what we needed instead of what we thought we wanted. May our gratitude during this season honor You. Amen.

Nikki Hamsher