When I Grow Up

Listen to advice and accept instruction, and in the end you will be wise. Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails. Proverbs 19:20-21 (NIV)

When I graduated from high school, I had won a full scholarship for accounting. I turned it down at the last minute, changing my mind about the field I wanted to pursue. After a bit of soul-searching, I became convinced that was not the profession for me, so I backed out. I attended college for about a year and a half, but dropped out when I just couldn't figure out what I wanted to do. Ten years later, I still don't know what I want to be when I grow up. I have several serious interests, and I am just not exactly sure what to pursue. Sometimes I feel like I have no clear cut direction, so following any at this time doesn't make any sense. Someday, in God's time, I will know what direction to go. But not right now.

Proverbs has some great wisdom on this dilemma of mine. It doesn't matter the plans I have, but God's purpose will triumph. If I can be patient, seeking His will, and accept advice and instruction from those I trust and sieve it through God's Word, then I will have done right. Maybe none of my interests will be the path He chose to lay out for me. I can tell you I would be one miserable accountant if I would have held steady with that path. I thank God He directed me elsewhere! Even though by the world's standards I haven't accomplished much, I know I didn't go down the wrong road.

So, if you feel like you maybe lost, remember these verses. Stay true to God and He will never lead you astray. And if you have made lots of plans, remember that God will direct you, and your plans may change. Be flexible enough to let Him guide you and you will end up wise.

God, remind me that You are in control, no matter my plan or lack thereof. Guide my steps everyday, so that I will walk the path you have laid out. Amen.

Nikki Hamsher